My PostSecret (Don't Ask Me About It)

After a night of good, clean fun with friends, I think it's only fair that I spend a quiet ME-time day..

And so while I listen to (y)our songs, I remember how it used to be...

I remember talking to you for the first time...
I remember waiting for your call...
I remember telling you I don't think of you that way...
I remember doubting love… Your love…


I remember admitting that I like you after all...
I remember smiling when I think about you...
I remember dreaming…


I remember saying I love you too...
I remember your hopeful eyes...
I remember getting surprises...
I remember hiding...


I remember defying all odds for you...
I remember fighting you and snubbing you...
I remember going through tough times…


I remember you telling me to hold on...
I remember telling you I will...


I remember reading your love letters from across the seas...
I remember wanting to go to your part of the world...
I remember planning the day we would see each other again...


I remember hearing your promises...
I remember believing them...
I remember then being broken...


I remember crying when I discovered what you did...
I remember listening to my heart break every night since then...


I remember wanting to forget you...


I remember finding out about your death...
I remember having my heart broken for the last time because of you...
I remember grieving...


I remember wanting to remember you...
I remember listening to and singing along with your songs...
I remember regretting the day I deleted your emails...


I remember missing you…
I remember loving you...
Because somehow, I just can't erase you...
 

My postsecret... is not a secret anymore.

Note:

Postsecret is an ongoing community mail art project, created by Frank Warren, in which people mail their secrets anonymously on one side of a homemade postcard. Select secrets are then posted on the PostSecret website, or used for PostSecret's books or museum exhibits.

You may also make your own postsecrets and email it to postsecretphilippines@gmail.com. Yours might just be the first one to get posted on our up and coming website PostSecret Philippines. Help us promote our site in support of Frank Warren's brainchild.